domenica 8 luglio 2007

withdrawl symptoms ...



i'm depressed.This is the first 48 hours I've spent without smoking up in ... many moons.This morning I woke up at bloody 8am, then later, I snapped at my mom. :(Sobriety is not good for me, I am not happy.I need to be pacified, placated and get my glow onin order to function at all.Some friendly someone will come to my aid, I'm sure,or there will be a minor killing spree in Victoria, BC.I find I get so angry when I'm straight & sober,The world is fucked, and I'm too hyper-aware of it.I need my organic anti-depressent back. :(in squeaky Jeff Goldbloom from The Fly voice: ".... Hellp Meeee!"

2 commenti:

juweol30 ha detto...

i feel your pain. i have had no smokey or eats in 48 hours.i don"t know what's worse.

ruyernv ha detto...

Tough call,They both suck pretty bad.Depravation of human needs, bah,which limb would you rather loose?Obviously food is more essential to life,but ganj. is pretty essential to sanity, and both are essential to happiness.As the Fabulous Furry Freak Brothers say:"`Tis better to have dope in times of no money,than money in times of no dope."Love you, take care youself!!~ TeYe.Fuck poverty up the bum: Bomb a bank today!