so I'm staying...

so I'm staying in Vancouver for December,away from my home, away from the ski hill,I'm eating marginally better here, butit doesn't seem to be making any difference in how I feel.I was supposed to go back home for a week (of snowboarding at WhiteWater)before christmas, but I can't afford it,and noone has replied to my rideboard posts.So I'm staying with my parents for an entire month, and I need contact with peers.I have lots of reasons I should be happy,in fact I should feel healthy, but I don't.So my attitude (and altitude) need adjustment.ug.I feel far away from my real life,in a bubble of comfort ...which for some reason provides no comfort.